It’s time to decide. I need to decide what I’ll do with my life. And I can’t wait much more time for that.
The time is now. Right now. And I’m getting old fast. 
Don’t tell me anything, only listen to me: I. Need. To. Do. Something. I have no idea what about, but I feel this. And this is terrible, man, oh, this is horrible.
Knowing you want to move yourself to some direction, but not exactly which one. Right? Left? Ahead? Up? 
Take care! Never down, never back.
That’s the question: which is back, which is up? Nobody knows, but I’ll discover soon. I feel it strongly.